Trying for a miracle

Hello and good morning blogees and bloggers  hehehe. I am new at this and hope I do it right. I would like to ask for prayers for my fiance and I. I had a tubal 16 years ago after the birth of my third child with my husband then of 20 years. I thought we had our perfect little family and so on. My whole relationship  was very mentally and physically  abusive, but like a dumb ass, I stayed and stayed.  Well we been divorced for 5 years now. Two years ago I met the love of my life, my soulmate! The kind of man I never knew exsisted. He is an amazing father, grandfather, lover best friend and my soon to be husband. We would love to have a baby together and we truly deserve it. We have so much love to give and would like to share it by having a child of our own. The tubal reversal is 4,000 being the cheapest. We are low income and dont have the money  at once for this procedure. We dont like asking for anything unless absolutely  necessary. I would like to set up a fundraiser somehow to help cover these costs and would like some ideas on doing this without  sounding  like a beggar. There are alot of people on these go fund me sites that are ridiculous  and should be ashamed. Anyway Im reaching out for  any information or own personal experiences  in acheiving this wonderful creation of life.